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This is the raw version (no effects or drums) of this song I started writing in high school, and then changed the lyrics a year or so ago. I think it sounds better with the drums, so I'll be sure to upload that version when that's done. Produced by JP DeGuzman.
*ps. for some reason, people who've heard this song get the idea that it's about like domestic abuse or something???? especially because of the last verse. but what's going on in that last verse is that i'm asking him to physically hurt me and leave some tangible evidence that everything is his fault, because i don't want to admit that it's all my fault....i hope that clears things up.
*ps. for some reason, people who've heard this song get the idea that it's about like domestic abuse or something???? especially because of the last verse. but what's going on in that last verse is that i'm asking him to physically hurt me and leave some tangible evidence that everything is his fault, because i don't want to admit that it's all my fault....i hope that clears things up.
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Lyrics
[verse one]
i never was the one to say things that i didn't mean
but all of that went out the door
when you said, "come inside"
and i said, "sure, alright"
guess i'm much weaker than i like to think.
i never was the one to do things i didn't wanna do
but there was something in your smile
it doesn't make much sense
why i was so convinced
that this is what i really wanted.
[chorus]
seemed like the perfect plan
when you held out your hand
i remember feeling like i finally won oh
i hate who i've become
i've never been so numb
can't believe i thought you were the one
i've got love i need to give
is anybody interested?
[verse two]
i never was the one to listen to my friends' advice
they told me i should stay away
i guess they just don't see
how lonely it can be
when your sheets are cold and you can't sleep.
i never was the one to have any regrets at all
but i guess everything must change
and i thought you would too
turns out that won't come true
is there no one else left to blame?
[chorus]
[verse three]
push me through the doorway
and then beat me till i fall
i won't say that i've been sane
when i admit it's all my fault
so won't you slip me a little poison
while my head is turned away
wait until my body's limp
and i have not a word to say
please just hit me in the head now
leave me with a bruise or two
give me something i can show them
when i put the blame on you...
i never was the one to say things that i didn't mean
but all of that went out the door
when you said, "come inside"
and i said, "sure, alright"
guess i'm much weaker than i like to think.
i never was the one to do things i didn't wanna do
but there was something in your smile
it doesn't make much sense
why i was so convinced
that this is what i really wanted.
[chorus]
seemed like the perfect plan
when you held out your hand
i remember feeling like i finally won oh
i hate who i've become
i've never been so numb
can't believe i thought you were the one
i've got love i need to give
is anybody interested?
[verse two]
i never was the one to listen to my friends' advice
they told me i should stay away
i guess they just don't see
how lonely it can be
when your sheets are cold and you can't sleep.
i never was the one to have any regrets at all
but i guess everything must change
and i thought you would too
turns out that won't come true
is there no one else left to blame?
[chorus]
[verse three]
push me through the doorway
and then beat me till i fall
i won't say that i've been sane
when i admit it's all my fault
so won't you slip me a little poison
while my head is turned away
wait until my body's limp
and i have not a word to say
please just hit me in the head now
leave me with a bruise or two
give me something i can show them
when i put the blame on you...
guygrooves
Will be waiting for the full production version.
Peace
Guy