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This is an odd song that I wrote and recorded back in 2005. I had it posted here way back when but took it down, and re-worked it recently. What I did was replaced the Drums on Demand drum loops with EZ Drummer Jazz Kit drums with a whole different feel. It's in 9/8 according to the song file, but there are all sorts of dropped beats and half measures and stuff like that so it's a bit oddly timed and was fun to come up with new drums for. The guitar and vocals and bass are the original recordings, as is the weird breakdown in the solo section, which is a drunken sounding wooziness that is made up of my then 7 year old son Maurice and I jamming on a clarinet and dented trumpet that we got out of the trash, and then I recorded some banjo and electric piano in there that sort of plays along. Obviously, the banjo and the electric piano were the only things that we knew how to play... We weren't drunk but it sounds it due to all the squeaking and squawking. And we did that twice and I just sort of threw it all in there in a tossed salad. The original recording was done in GB, and the remix was done in Logic Pro.
Lyrically I was going for Mose Allison or Tom Waits territory, and I think I landed in the general area. There's a third verse that I left off for some reason but maybe it was just going on too long.

This song sort of cracks me up and I really did need to clean up some things, and I'm way happier with the drums. Oh, and in the solo section I added in a bit of EZ Drummer Trash Kit that has that whoopee whistle you'll at the end if you listen to the whole thing.
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Your mind has a mind of it’s own
It sits like a king on the throne
If anger can be power
It’s also wasted lots of hours
But it’s important to throw the dog a bone

If the past could stay in the past
And the rules weren’t so hard and fast
So we lived in the present tense
It would make a lot more sense
If the past would stay in the past

Why? Why? Why?
You might find, find, find
If you try, try, try
You can change the channel

What’s lost tends to stay lost
It won’t come back no matter what the cost
Be it something you posses
Or your innocence
What’s lost tends to stay lost

Why? Why? Why?
You might find, find, find
If you try, try, try
You can change the channel

Your mind has a mind of its own
And plenty for which you must atone
If you tone down the craze
You may find a way out of the haze
But your mind has a mind of it’s own

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Uploaded: Jul 07, 2009 - 09:38:33 PM
Last Updated: Jul 06, 2013 - 09:35:41 AM Last Played: Apr 16, 2019 - 10:23:55 PM
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found clarinet, found trumpet, banjo, Kurzweil KME-61, electric guitar, Peavey Delta Blues amp and some pedals, microphones etc
GB, Logic Pro, EZ Drummer
awigze said 3641 days ago (July 7th, 2009)
beatnick cool
in a modern kind of way - like the unison vocalizing. Thats how I play clarinet too. don't even ask me about trumpet..... Odd is a good descriptor yet highly creative.
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Feter said 3641 days ago (July 7th, 2009)
Your mind has a mind of its own
Fabulous work ...so glad you posted it again ...perfect instrumentation
as always ...some psycho feel indeed ...but I would consider a B3 ...
good work ..thnx alot for sharin !!!!
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Relic67 said 3641 days ago (July 8th, 2009)
sounds great
I dig the skronky trumpet and groovy guitar.
it all sounds pretty great.
really enjoyed.

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composerclark said 3641 days ago (July 8th, 2009)
This is very cool; really enjoyed it. The "non-musical" sounds – squeaks, etc. – are actually very musical, and perfect for this track. The whole thing is very creative, and congrats to you for that.
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michael2 said 3641 days ago (July 8th, 2009)
is really outstanding Jim. i would be really excited if i heard this on the radio. that middle section is so good, fits the mood of the tune perfectly. no critiques, just really enjoying this one. it's like a long drive through the desert. thanks.
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rabbit_ears_motel said 3640 days ago (July 8th, 2009)
is a very nice tune. love the arrangement and the instrumentation is really outlandish at times ( a good thing). really nice track.
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Estella said 3639 days ago (July 10th, 2009)
Delicious Dissonance
...done so masterfully. All the "squeaking and squawking" sounds like a sad birthday party, meaning beautifully dark, like an art film.

The way you sing the refrain is really moving.
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Jim Bouchard said 3639 days ago (July 10th, 2009)
I thought you might appreciate the poetry in the lyrics, as I thought it was sort of clever. But then again, that's probably just my own mind's particular haze clouding my judgement. :D
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chronologic said 3638 days ago (July 11th, 2009)
Yeah I really like this
Though experimental and all it's still very listenable, actually soothing. The whoopie at the end is funny.

"what is lost tends to stay lost"

My dad died when I was 13 and it has always been something that shaped me. I can't deny it or I should deny myself, so I will share what thoughts that evoked. Music and art are good for that.

This morning as I woke up I was dreaming about going back to a house that belonged to my best friend when I was a kid. See, in real life, I recently connected with him and he told me his parents had moved back to our hometown and bought the house he grew up in (and I by extension kind of grew up in also). It was nostalgic and emotional as I dreamed about talking with his family, remembering the house and the memories.

When I awoke I was basically crying in bed, weird but it was really vivid. My wife awoke about the same time and I started talking to her about it. I said the thing that was just so weird about it was I had kind of given up the house as lost, like I could never go back. When they sold it and moved and other people lived there all the memories were buried under the weight of the past. Then I found out they bought it back! My first questions to my friend were if any of the things that were ours were still there! Funny it is like 30 years later almost and yet I wonder about our "huts" and everything.

So... something lost, which I could never go back to. And then it came back! So again I told my wife the really weird thing about the dream is that I have dreamed a few times that my dad came back like that. Like he wasn't really dead he just had to go or something, and then he just came back. The impossible happened! Those dreams are always really hard to wake up from. And so was this one because I think subconsciously I was comparing the experiences and one was real and one could never be.

So, thanks for this song. The dreamy nature of it and the lyrics and such really struck me. I am sure you never thought of it the way I just described but that is the power and beauty of art.
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Jim Bouchard said 3638 days ago (July 11th, 2009)
lost stuff...
Yeah, I didn't really think of it like that, it more like things like socks in the laundry or your keys or something...
The words sort of came together quickly and so I didn't think of them much until much later.
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