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Love, Maybe



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This piece, composed in September of 2014, was almost the last music I made. Anne was starting to lose her energy and joy, and I was there with her. After she passed in August 2015 I spent a lot of time re-learning necessary life skills I had neglected while she was alive (banking, taxes, stocking the pantry, etc, etc). Finally, in July of 2016, I was comfortable enough with my situation that my music-making muse tapped me on the shoulder one day and said, "Well…?" As a result, I have made more than a dozen tunes since and am excited to start posting them. As soon as we listen to this last of the "old stuff".

It consists of three tracks: an Alchemy rhythm preset called Golden Oak, a Boldt Ensoniq Glockenspiel, and a Boldt BH Cello.
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Uploaded: Jan 09, 2017 - 07:56:09 AM
Last Updated: Jan 09, 2017 - 07:56:09 AM Last Played: Nov 29, 2018 - 07:13:22 PM
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sammydix said 709 days ago (January 9th, 2017)
put me in "deep though" mode. Something to soothe the mind into creative inspiration.
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richard13 said 704 days ago (January 14th, 2017)
Thank you Sam
for checking this out. It is a little different, maybe even weird, esp if you haven't read the backstory. I can't imagine too many downloads for this one (though it looks like my Scandi friend Henke got one ;-)

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grah3am said 708 days ago (January 10th, 2017)
Love, definitely
That comes through in the music, Richard. Very touching.
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richard13 said 704 days ago (January 14th, 2017)
I'm touched that you were touched. Love, definitely!
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Warren Smith said 706 days ago (January 11th, 2017)
There's a restrained anxiety in this music .. and an awareness of something unsettling that lies ahead. Or am I just reading into it from the backstory? I can't tell for sure .. but that's how I am hearing it.
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richard13 said 704 days ago (January 14th, 2017)
Well, Warren
as I said to Sam, the music is maybe a little weird w/o the story. With it, you recognized anxiety (however restrained) which I obviously was feeling but certainly wasn't consciously attempting. The rest may just be the backstory.
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Philip18 said 705 days ago (January 12th, 2017)
Love, Maybe
I this a bit unsettling - a bit ominous. Beautifully done, with smooth sounds, but there's that hint of darkness. Powerful, for all its gentleness. Good to hear that you're finding a way through what must have been the most terrible of times.
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richard13 said 704 days ago (January 14th, 2017)
Hi Philip
Yeah, I know. But thanks for hearing the smooth and gentle through the dark.

Yes, it was terrible and, while I still miss her deeply, I am extremely thankful not only for our long life together but also for my ability to come out of the experience as well as I have. It must be the music.

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Calchas said 702 days ago (January 16th, 2017)
The story behind this brought tears to my eyes...

Anyway, this is a really moody piece. Full of sadness, depth, and---I think---a certain resolve.

Thanks for posting.

Be well friend!
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Hydrogen3 said 701 days ago (January 16th, 2017)
the story is really felt in the music
A spirit of sadness and despair comes through on this. Very well composed. It would really do well as background music in a film of such. It's good that you are back into music to help you work through your grief.
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What's past is prologue 23 September 2016 Howdy! After an absence of two years at MacJams I'm back and making some noise. I haven't been totally absent but my interest in music was practically nada. My wife Anne died last year after a... [see more]

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